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i’m flying! i mailed u out of boredom, thinking that that email add was already not in use. i was so confident to receive a mail delivery falure notice within a minute or so. but i didn’t receive any. i was panic but i thought maybe there’s a lag. but the lag wont go for a day. then i found out that that email is still in use. so i was in this severe panic stage, and i cant do anything but panic. and then i receive your reply. I’m so happy u remembered me. it has been over a year. I thought we’ve lost touch. oh n i dont know what to reply, though i was telling lian wad i’d reply if u did haha ^-^ shiawase~

it’s study break. exam’s in 2 days time. but i don’t feel any urgency. feel like sch just started. actually i feel damn excited. \(^0^)/ i have been planning for what i gonna do straight after exam. plans and everything. it’s all listed out. n the plan is too dynamic to be true. it just keep changing n i just cant help planning  a new one… i just can’t wait for exam to finish!!! there’s just too many things to do.   

sigh~ tues i have nutrition paper. but i haven’t started at all =( i’ll start tmr. luckily it’s a subject that i like. so i’ll enjoy reading my notes tmr hehehe but wed bioinfo… have been listening to webcast on those that i didnt go for lect. the lect’s damn boring… n i dont understand what the content is abt. i dont know if the subject is v diff or isit i’m just too stupid. n this bioinfo all the lecturers sth wrong. one too luo suo. one slide can talk for 15 min kind. then another one i dun und his eng! i cant catch what he’s trying to say. sometimes i have to think for a min or so to figure out a word that he was saying. it’s like out of 20 words he said, there’s one to crack my brain… seriously bad man… or maybe im just brain dead

pls stop asking me diff qn that i dunno how to ans. it takes me 5 min to reply if u notice. cos i dunno what i should say. and u too. dont try to move me. i’m stuck here n i’m going nowhere. i’ll wait here, till i find what i want. hottoite…

Ok i know i always get bad days, but today’s one of the worse ones. I sprained my right ankle again! i remembered spraining the same ankle just weeks ago. and now again. i was walking down the arts canteen towards the carkpark and i just fell like that. and ofcourse sprained my ankle. it was damn pain, but i tried t walk cos i have to rush to meet siska. it’s our presentation today. but it was too painful. so i stopped a while. it was still a long way to my car. and i just tried to walk slowly all the way. and when i was going down the slope towards the carpark, i almost fell again and almost sprained the other ankle! luckily i didnt, or i dont know how am i going to drive. Ok after i picked siska up at the bus stop, we still have to walk from the science car park to the fst room. there’s so much slope and also some stairs to climb up and down along the way. then when we reached there, i have to stand all the way for more than one and a half hour, cos the presentation is the kind where we have to stand next to our poster and explain to ppl who came to us. so there goes my ankle. it was damn pain, and i have to lean on my right leg. and now my right leg is pain. imagine my whole weight leaning on right leg for one and a half hour. then after that i still have to go back to arts for japanese tutorial. and i have to walk again from the car park to the building, up the stairs and then into the room. when i reach the class i showed everyone my anlke. it was damn swollen so they suggested that i tell teacher that i cant attend the class cos i wanna see doctor. so i showed her my ankle and guess what. she told me "ok u better see the doctor now." i was so happy, until she added "after that if u can make it in time u attend the next class."    bish* so i said "i cant make it for the later class". then she say "ok u attend the class tomorrow. so guess what i say "i’ll go for today’s class." no way am i going back to school tomorrow and walk all the way to the class again just to attend a one hour tutorial. i dont wanna waste my leg’s energy. and so i cant see doctor today, cos by the time i left the class it was already 5pm. doctor’s closed. i guess i’ll go tomorrow. why do i sprained my leg today????? and just before the prentation….. adds sorrow to my already BT days…. =(((((

ok u made me realised sth. that i’m a fool…

so what u told me that day was a lie? i thought we’re frens now. but seems that u apologised to me just because u just wont be able to leave in peace if you don’t seek my forgivess. or you just wanna show our frens out there that you apologized. u seems so sincere when u apologized. i dont know y i just forgive you that spontaneously. though what you have done is sai tei… yurusenai koto. i know that you’re just doing some sweet talk (your forte)… and so your offer to drive me around when i go there is also just part of the lies to convince me? alright i did feel sth wrong when u talked to me, but i dont know y i just overlooked it. esp when i went down again and met u. u seem completely ignorant. ok so all those are just lies. so u lied to me since that first day? till the last day we met. lies lies and lies. actually i shouldnt even be bothered with you now. you go have your own life and mine never clash with yours.