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I SURVIVED WITH THE DAMN INFECTIOUS DISEASE PAPER!!! 2 papers down! =D   2 more to go… Tmr and sat, and everything will be over!!! Man… I can’t wait! ^^ I’ve all my holidays planned out, and not forgetting a few interviews before my Hiroshima trip. Ahhhhhhhh can’t help getting excited over every single thing that I’m gonna do. I will have my best Japan memory this time. I promise hahahahahaha SHUT UP! where’s bun? He haven’t replied me. Stupid Bun… First person in the list is Priska, Ayumi, then Bun, Takashi kun, Josh, zhiyang, Aya and other Matsudo house ppl… oh n maybe naoki… and not forgetting my ex-classmates from Hyogo and ISI. hehe

argh for tmr’s microbio paper, I am not prepared at all. I only took one day of the reading week to study for it, and I have less than 20 hours before the exam. Minus off my sleeping hours and some other stuffs I’m gonna do, plus all the dilly dally and the day dreaming, I think i have less than 10 hours or maybe 8. UGH what am I doing here. But to think about it, if I can survive with the Infectious Disease paper, everything else will be like a breeze… not for Immuno maybe, though it’s not as bad…

4 days to freedom! haha so happy ^^

i’M BACK IN SINGAPORE!!! I sounded excited huh. Actually that’s a "SHIT, why???!!!" kinda tone. hahaha… I just got used to life out of singapore that being back here takes alot of effort out of me to change my lifestyle again. =( 

It was fun last year. "Out-of-town syndrome" according to Stace haha. UCLA followed by Hyogo summer session at sea and London. Made so many friends from different countries. And some are really good friends. DIfferent lifestyles in the different countries. And the food is good!!! esp the chocolates!!! It was a GREAT experience!! Fun and full of weird stuffs haha love it there. Excluding the parts where i miss my family and friends back here ofcos. But overall, I think it’s so worth the time spent on all the planning, crazy module mapping, hunting professors for recommendation letters, application, and stupid interviews.

So here I am. This time I’m not going anywhere. Stuck in Singapore for at least the next 4 months. Actually it’s also nice to be back here. At least I’m back with my family and friends!!! and a real home. And everything is so cheap here haha BUT I HATE THE WEATHER HERE!!! It’s so hot and it keeps raining.

oh and i’m taking 4 major modules this semester. 3 with practicals!!! So I am so so so depressed. I have no choice or I have to delay my graduation, which i rather not. But thinking abt how I can spend my life 4 months later, I am motivated to not being so grumpy about it. haha Cant wait to graduate!!! hehehe

oh at Cottesloe Beach, my couz was taking pic of me. Then i was feeling weird cos i wasnt wearing any beach clothes. Then i saw a group of Japanese. 3 guys and 1 girl. they were sitting on the bench. and one of them is quite cute! haha then i tell my cousin that they are japanese. and we both looked over, and they looked back, and i just turn my head and walk in the other direction without a second look hahaha i hope they are one of those people from Hyogo! LOL

YAY i’m done with MCAT!!! I seriously have nothing more to worry about now. But there’s so many things racing in my mind now… The Australia trip, Hyogo Joint at Sea and London SEP!!! hehehe I just can’t help feeling excited! There’s just no way for me to stop thinking about it ^-^ I’ve thought about what clubs to join in London. I gonna join Cheese and Wine Appreciation, Japanese Club and Tennis Club. Actually i wanted Theatre and Dance Club too. But guess joining 3 clubs is enough to drain my youth. Imagine someone who’s never active in any clubs joining 5 clubs at one shot haha that’s so not me. As for the Hyogo thing, I just hope to be put in a group that has got lotsa fun people, just like my theatre class in UCLA. *grin*

N i just got news that i’ll be living in the castle in Royal Holloway haha i was so worried they’ll put me in the apartment that’s 1 mile away from school. Heard that the weather in London is cold and WET from september. I hate wet weathers… =(

But there’s one thing that I just can’t get over. Yea… I MISS LA!!! Yea i miss LA so badly. Didn’t expect this though. I never thought i’ll miss any country other than Japan… N Japan and LA are like…extremely different in all aspect (in my opinion haha)! I just start to day-dream and recall about my life in LA, think about what I haven’t done in LA and dream about what I should have done there. It affects my mood… But other than that, I feel so good now, that I have nothing else to worry anymore (at least for now). ^o^/

Oh man… This is the first time I feel so sorry that it’s the last day of school… cos it means i’m leaving LA, i’m leaving all my frens, my 3 cute guys, my daniel, my Trey, my cool classmates and yea, basically my theatre class…. It’s so sad. and fast… just 6 weeks and I was surprised that I can get along qt well with my classmates in such a short time. Cos normally i’m damn anti-social. but maybe cos it’s theatre class? cos of the interactions, and also the autodramas made us understand one another better…

And yea so I told John and Jason that i’ll miss them. Jason told me to stay cute, and guess what i told him. i said "haha u stay cute too! i like cute guys!!!!" and we laughed hahaha . and John too, i told him "i’ll miss u man! It’s so sad that I won’t get to see cute guys anymore" hahaha yea I think I hugged John the most haha cos whenever we told each other we’ll miss u, we just couldn’t help it but hug each other hahaha oh n he said not to worry cos he has my number. but what’s the use? i’m going back n that no will no longer be in use! LOL…John and Jason know that they are my cute guys cos I told Jason the other day. I told him that I was sad I didnt see cute guys that week (cos I didnt get to bump into John and Jason on the street anymore after bumping into them 2 days in a row!).

And my that cute guy (until now I still can’t remember the name), we took pics together. And after the 1st and second shot, i said i looked ugly so i said let’s take another shot. and he said "yea girls! they always do that!" hahaha then we took another one, and yea i like it!

Yea there was alot of hugging and "I’ll miss you". It was a sad moment. I really hate to leave. As for my last day of psychology class, only exam, and that’s it hahahaha no feelings, no goodbyes, nothing.

N now i’m waiting for Ryan to come down from OC n have dinner with me. Ryan from OC. yea who don’t know hahahahaha we’re going to eat shabu2! yeah! i LOVE shabu2!!! hehehehe and at night there’ll be party at Rieber Hall! CoOL.

It’s my first time taking picture with my classmates even though I bring my camera along almost every lesson. After our theater class, Jason, John, Kelly, Ash n me walked out together, and I suggested taking pictures together. So I held up my camera and say "let’s take pictures together. but who shall we ask to…" and Jason took the camera and I said "OK I’ll take with Ash take first." And Kelly jumped in and said "I’m supposed to be in the picture too". And then after we took it, Jason immediately passed the camera to Kelly and he just cling my shoulder. It was so fast. It was so fast and sudden that I was too shocked for his fast reaction that I just hug his waist in response and ‘click!’ we took the picture. And I saw Kelly and Ash exchange that kinda smile with Jason while we were taking the picture. OK I don’t know what’s with those weird smiles… something must be going on. but I don’t care that much. ALL I know and care is I took a picture hahaha

Ash, me m Kelly

Jason n me ^-^

My last weekend in LA’s over just like that… In less than 6 days i’ll be heading back for sg. This sucks cos I realised I haven’t done much things here. oh this reminds me I haven’t even visited the library in UCLA or even tried the school food! And Thursday is my final exams for psychology and Final performance of our play for Theatre. And another paper due for theatre on a play that we watched. I haven done the essay yet, nor am I prepared for the psych exam, and me and daniel haven’t meet up to rehearse our play yet. so i guess tues and wed will be my dreadful days.

And thinking about exams, I have MCAT to worry ( I haven’t touch a single thing), BMAT and MSAT to think about, and have to start choosing schools… DAMN!!! THere’s just too many things running thru  my mind that I am suffocating and  I just couldn’t focus on whatever I do, cos whenever I’m doing something, another thing just run thru my mind and I just get distrated.

And when I reach sg, I have to settle 2 visas, go to NUS and settle some stuffs before I can apply for visas, and apply for transcript n everything. argh… and have to study for MCAT too!!! =( =( =(

And we had a mini party after the play at CK and Jun Dong’s house

Chun, Ck, Tara n me went to Hollywood to watch this play called Giants have us in their Books. Tara drove us there. And guess what when we reached the Women’s Club of Hollywood? I saw my theater teacher, Trey, outside the club as we drove past. I waved happily to him, and he saw me and waved back. So I was so excited! and when I got down I approached him and asked him to take a picture with me. and this is our pic! but it was kinda dark, so i asked him to take another pic in the hall. but it was blur and he said I should use flash, so we took another one. I was damn embarassed after that, so although i walked past him to my seats, I didnt loook at him. Until after the play, I approached him to say hi again, and he hugged me ^0^ and tell him I like the play. He told me that the writer is a famous writer. Then I went with chun to approach her teacher, and after that we wanna leave, so I bid farewell to Trey, and he hugged me again, and I told him "enjoy… enjoy your weekend" and he told me "u too". HUAHUAHAHHA I WAS DELIGHTED and throughout the journey i just smiled to myself hahahahhaa after 5 weeks then I realised I really like Trey. But ofcos I mean in another way, not that kinda like, Just those kinda admire kinda like. hehe

this is the blur one

and this is after Trey’s suggestion of using flash. Oh u know how I hate flash! LOL

while waiting for the play to start

Oh John walked me home today hahaha shut up!!! shut up!!! we exchanged no and he promised to invite me to their party!!! yay!!! hahaha Heh I’m leaving next week and it’s only now that I get closer to John and Jason!  hehehe n i get to know all the other classmates better too. But i’m leaving next week! that’s so soon and I just get closer to all of them too late! guess it’s bcos I only hang out with Daniel, so i didnt get to know the rest that sooner… which is qt sad… but what’s done can’t be undone. so just be myself.I am so glad that I chosed this session of theater class. I just feel so happy! The TA’s good to me too. N the people there ROX